Blind Faith: Do you choose Love or Fear?

Published 5 months ago • 1 min read

Hi there, Reader!

In 2018, I started facing my fears and made the first of many difficult decisions. The first and biggest decision was to stop pretending I was happy and to leave my marriage of 20 years.

Fear of the unknown is what held me back from not doing it earlier.

  • Fear of what people would think of me joining the divorcee club.
  • Fear of not being able to make a living on my own.
  • Fear of the affect it would have on my two teens.
  • Fear of being alone.

It was also around this time that I moved onto a path of spirituality and understanding the science that supports our human ability to heal ourselves, to purposefully attract what we need and want in our lives, to lead a life of faith without fear.

My life started changing very rapidly. In the next two years, I manifested the perfect house with a beautiful yard. I completed my certifications in reiki, yoga and sound healing. And I started making plans to have a sound healing practitioner after retirement at age 60.

It was also about this time that I stumbled across this phrase...Blind Faith: Do you choose love or fear?

Despite making big changes in my life, I realized that I was still fearful of following the life's purpose while also pursuing a new career in sound healing. I was tied to the Golden Handcuffs of a Pension at retirement.

Then things happened that I could write a novelette about, so I won't go into the challenging details here. Let's just say that now I understand that the universe was tired of waiting for me to make step by step plans until age 60.

So, without quarterly or yearly business plans; I made the leap. I trusted that everything would work out, that the Universe's white light of unconditional love would support me when I called upon it.

I made more difficult decisions as I sold my beautiful house, everything in it, and moved intrastate to Colorado at the end of November 2021. Opened my business officially in Colorado Springs in March 2022. Now, just 3 years later, I am living my life's purpose and creating the life I have always wanted. And I'm not even 60 yet! lol

"Blind Faith" is not for the faint of heart. It takes incredible courage and, well, faith!

I keep this sticky note on my desktop computer to remind me that purpusing my dreams is possible, when the fear creeps back into my thoughts.

Let me know if my story resonates with you. Are you on the verge of making big changes in Blind Faith, too?

Molly

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Molly Adkins

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Instructor + Practitioner of Sound Healing

Business Mentor for Sound Healing Practitioners

I help clients use sound healing instruments for self care, care of friends and family, and to add on to a holistic practice. I also run a business mentoring program for sound healing practitioners Tune In and Rise Up. Public and Private Sound Baths in group or 1:1 sessions are also available.